Wednesday, April 29, 2020

Spring by Gerard Manley Hopkins

Nothing is so beautiful as spring –
When weeds, in wheels, shoot long and lovely and lush;
Thrush’s eggs look little low heavens, and thrush
Through the echoing timber does so rinse and wring
The ear, it strikes like lightnings to hear him sing;
The glassy peartree leaves and blooms, they brush
The descending blue; that blue is all in a rush
With richness; the racing lambs too have fair their fling.

What is all this juice and all this joy?
A strain of the earth’s sweet being in the beginning
In Eden garden. – Have, get, before it cloy,
Before it cloud, Christ, lord, and sour with sinning,
Innocent mind and Mayday in girl and boy,
Most, O maid’s child, thy choice and worthy the winning.


Love the line, "What is all this juice and all this joy?" Brought to my attention by an Instagram post by Padraig O'Tuama.

Saturday, April 25, 2020

How to Read Poetry

The Beginner's Guide To Reading (And Loving) Poetry

Emily Torres

How To Read Poetry

My first experience with poetry was sugary-sweet and dripping in rhyme. Dr. Seuss’s melodic stories captured my youthful attention, and I loved listening to how the words bounced off the page to form music of their own.

When I began writing poetry as a preteen, I invested my allowance in a rhyming dictionary. I rhymed the words “love” and “above” more often than I’d care to admit (with an occasional “dove” in there, too—WHY). I put my whole heart into poems I can only laugh about today; I’m amused and heart warmed by the complexity I was trying to express with my ten-year-old vocabulary.

“Do you have to sit in a velvet housecoat, surrounded by mahogany bookshelves and a crackling fire, to be considered ‘someone who reads poetry’? ”
As I grew and my language developed further, I began reading the poetry my teachers fed to me in high school. Enchanted by the depths of Shakespeare and Emily Dickinson, I wanted more. But reading poetry outside of a structured academic space proved complicated for me—how do you read, enjoy, analyze, and remember the pieces you most love? Do you read 10 poems in rapid succession? One at a time? Do you have to sit in a velvet housecoat, surrounded by mahogany bookshelves and a crackling fire, to be considered ‘someone who reads poetry’? How do you even start?

“There is no proper way to start,” says Pádraig Ó Tuama, host of Poetry Unbound, a new poetry podcast from The On Being Project. “Poetry is a vast ocean. In fact, it’s multiple vast oceans. And each ocean has thousands of beaches leading into it. Nobody will know everything about all the poetry. So if you’re interested, start where you are.”

“Poetry is a vast ocean. In fact, it’s multiple vast oceans. And each ocean has thousands of beaches leading into it. Nobody will know everything about all the poetry. So if you’re interested, start where you are.”
— PÁDRAIG Ó TUAMA

How To Choose What Poetry To Read

Poetry is a personal experience—for both the writer and the reader. The world is full of lyrical collections and melodical prose, and the poetry canon is growing more vibrant each passing day. Where does one even begin?

Poetry anthologies are an excellent place to start because they offer a range of voices within time periods, places, or topics. Ó Tuama recommends “The Ecco Anthology of International Poetry” edited by Ilya Kaminsky, and also navigating local bookstores and publishers, like Bloodaxe Books, that feature poetry arranged by topic.

To continuously feed yourself new poetry, you can find local literary magazines, subscribe to Poetry Magazine, or sign up for daily poetry emails here or here. For thoughtful and immersive audio poetry, we love the Poetry Unbound podcast, guided by Pádraig Ó Tuama. He recommends starting with the poems featured on that podcast, and also shared some of his other favorite poets: Marie Howe; Eavan Boland; Raymond Antrobus; Ilya Kaminsky (especially “Deaf Republic”); Joy Harjo; and Lorna Goodison.

Once you find a favorite poet, Ó Tuama suggests following the trail of their influences: “A quick online search might help you find out who the poetic influences on your favorite poet are. Reading Raymond Antrobus’ recent book of poetry ‘The Perseverance’ led me to read more of Caroline Bird’s work, a poet he thanks and admires enormously. Reading Seamus Heaney might lead you to Patrick Kavanagh. Reading Tracy K. Smith might lead you to Emily Dickinson.“

How To Read A Poem

You’ve selected the poem you want to read—congratulations! Now it’s time for the business of reading it. 

1. EXAMINE THE TITLE AND THE SHAPE OF THE POEM.
Before I read a poem, I examine the way it takes up space on the page. I find single-page poems with neat stanzas appealing—although a concrete poem (a poem formatted in a specific shape) is always playful and attention-grabbing. Perhaps meandering and novelesque text immerses you, or maybe you prefer short poems that could fit neatly on a box of tic-tacs.

Next, read the title of the poem—how does it make you feel? How does the title fit the shape of the poem? If the title is sad, let the shape of the poem inform the nuance of the emotion—if it’s short and sparse, maybe it’s coming from a place of desolation or desperation. Long chaotic forms might mean it’s coming from a place of confusion or anger.

Now, remove your expectations and begin reading.

2. READ THE POEM AS YOU NORMALLY READ ANYTHING.
“Notice where in the poem you react—maybe your stomach churns at a particular phrase, or you hold your breath at a certain line. Explore the feelings that come up as you read. ”
Reading poetry doesn’t require a highfalutin approach; you can read as you’d read anything else. On the first pass through, absorb whatever it is that arises upon first impression. Notice where in the poem you react—maybe your stomach churns at a particular phrase, or you hold your breath at a certain line. Explore the feelings that come up as you read.

“I listen to myself, and wonder what the poem is drawing out of me,” says Ó Tuama. “What is it that the poem knows about me that I don't yet know about me? Maybe it provides a bit of comfort for a part of my life that's comfortless. Or maybe it provides challenge where I need it.”

3. RE-READ FOR MEANING. 
If the poem captivates you or rouses your emotions, you can uncover even more information on a second read through. Half of the time, I dive right into a re-read. Otherwise, I add a bookmark to remind me to read it again later and move on to the next poem. 

“You might come back years later to a particular poem, only to find that it connects to your heart in ways it didn’t before.”
If you didn’t feel a connection to the piece, it’s okay to skip over re-reading the poem (although I do recommend giving it another read-through). You might come back years later to a particular poem, only to find that it connects to your heart in ways it didn’t before.

The second read-through is where I look up definitions and pronunciations of words I don’t know and examine any footnotes. If there’s historical context or the poem is referencing a specific event I’m not familiar with, I’ll look that up, too. Having this knowledge adds weight to the poem, and makes each reading feel like a reverence. (Rita Dove’s “Parsley” is a devastation and opened up a part of history I had never learned.)

I look for little clues I may have missed—word choices that bolster the metaphor, repetitions that indicate a deeper theme, or unusual line breaks that alter the meaning of a phrase. Here is where I also consider the speaker of the poem. Is it the poet themselves? Is it an omniscient being, or a single narrow perspective? Who is the audience of this poem? This will further illuminate its meaning (and the intention). 

Look, too, for where the poem offers a moment of surprise. Ó Tuama explains it like this: “Sometimes a poem has a ‘turn,' a place where it pivots on itself. This might be expected, or it might be shocking. Nicole Sealey has a gorgeous love poem in her book. It's a beautiful love poem, and the final line says, ‘how I'll miss you when you're dead.’ It's shocking, it's powerful, and makes you re-read the entire poem.”

4. RE-READ FOR SOUND (OUT LOUD, IF YOU CAN).
Next, try reading the poem out loud or search for readings of the poem online. This is where the music of a poem emerges, and you can feel the shape of each word and line as you move through it.

“Often contemporary poetry is called 'Lyric Poetry.' The word 'lyric' comes from the word 'Lyre' referring to how ancient Greeks used to recite poetry while strumming on the lyre, a musical instrument like a small harp,” explains Ó Tuama. “These days people don't strum little harps while reciting poetry, but poetry is still called 'Lyric'—meaning it has music in it. You can hear the music too: in the sounds of the words, perhaps the vowel sounds, or the rhythm, or rhyme, or the spaces in between words. So I try to listen to the internal music of the poem.”

Rhyme is the easiest to spot, although slant rhymes and internal rhymes can be more difficult to catch on the first read-through. Recurring sounds add emotional impact—sharp, quick vowel sounds like “eye,” “aye,” and “eee” can add energy, while longer sounds like “ooo,” “eh,” and “uh” can slow the pace and add depth. 

“Sound is no accident in poetry, so consider how word choice, rhythm, and cadence make the poem feel.”
Alliteration is another easy device to identify, where there’s repetition in the first letter of each word (think “Peter Piper picked a peck of pickled peppers”). This method is one of my favorites, and it reminds me to pay close attention to why and how those exact letters are being used. Sound is no accident in poetry, so consider how word choice, rhythm, and cadence make the poem feel.

Pay attention to punctuation, too. When a line breaks in the middle of a sentence, I like to take a minuscule pause (shorter than the length of an inhale). If that feels awkward, you can read the poem like a normal sentence and allow periods and commas to inform breath. Allow yourself the chance to read it a few ways and at varied paces so that you can settle into the natural flow of the poem. If it’s a poem you want to ruminate on, record yourself reading it and listen back a few times.

5. ADD CONTEXT TO PAINT A FULL PICTURE.
Finally, return to the beginning. How does the title play with the rest of the poem? Does the shape of the poem have anything to do with its meaning? Dig into the author’s history; look at the publication date and consider the world around the poem when it was first released. Consider where the poem lives: Was it released as part of the author’s poetry book, or was it published in a literary magazine? If you’re reading it as part of a collection (such as Best American Poetry), why do you think this particular poem was selected? Who selected it?

“I’m always interested in what the hunger of the poem is. Why did this poem need to be written? What is its intelligence? What is it yearning for?”
— PÁDRAIG Ó TUAMA

“I'm always interested in what the hunger of the poem is,” Ó Tuama says. “Why did this poem need to be written? What is its intelligence? What is it yearning for? Treating the poem with this kind of curiosity, I find it draws on parts of my own story.”

You can also take a look at the form of the poem to infer a little more meaning. The sonnet, for example, is a traditional form for love poems. Writers can use form as a nod to adjacent themes or as a way to highlight the contrast between the theme and form. I am enchanted by the villanelle form, and Elizabeth Bishop’s One Art is a villanelle I’ve enjoyed returning to since I first read it a decade ago.

There’s always more to learn from a poem you love; just when you think you’ve gleaned everything from its meaning, it can strike you with a new insight. Bookmark or note the poems that inspire you, and revisit them when you’re feeling lonely, homesick, or untethered. Which poems are those, you ask? You’ll know which ones speak directly to your heart when you read them.💛

Thursday, April 02, 2020

Help in the time of Coronavirus


Some things I've read or listened to that helped me when thinking of the coronavirus pandemic -- beyond information and instructions.

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Christianity Offers No Answers About the Coronavirus. It's Not Supposed To
This is one of my favorite things out of all I've read. I hate it when people, specifically Christians, talk about God causing this crisis in order to punish us, or as a wake-up call, and then go on to list all the sins we as a people have done, causing God -- supposedly -- to send this crisis to us. I think NT Wright writes a different, wise response. We don't know the answer, as the title says. We don't understand why this crisis happened.

"The mystery of the biblical story is that God also laments." What a comfort that brings me.

"It is no part of the Christian vocation, then, to be able to explain what’s happening and why. In fact, it is part of the Christian vocation not to be able to explain—and to lament instead."

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Blessings have been a real blessing to me lately (har har). This one by John O'Donohue speaks to me, and I think to all of us, as we shelter in place, often resulting in more time alone.

for solitude
by John O’Donohue

May you recognize in your life the presence,
Power and light of your soul.

May you realize that you are never alone,
That your soul in its brightness and belonging
Connects you intimately with the rhythm of the universe.

May you have respect for your individuality and difference.

May you realize that the shape of your soul is unique,
That you have a special destiny here,
That behind the façade of your life
There is something beautiful and eternal happening.

May you learn to see your self
With the same delight,
Pride and expectation

With which God sees you in every moment.

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"Be Not Afraid" by Nadia Bolz-WeberA Mini-Sermon on Fear, Love, and Kent Brockman
Well, today I started to think that maybe it’s not safety that keeps us from being afraid. Maybe it’s love.
Love that. God does not keep us safe. He loves us like a mother hen. Like Aslan - is he safe? No, but he is good. He is love! And the song by Anne Murray, "...on the other side of fear is love."

I like imagining Jesus saying, "Go and tell that fox..." :D

So true that hearing "Be not afraid" does not actually make me not afraid. I had never thought before of the perspective Nadia writes about with the story of God as a mother hen. 
But neither can I tell you that the Mother Hen thing means that God will protect you from Herod or that God is going to keep bad things from happening to you.

Because honestly, nothing actually keeps danger from being dangerous.

A mother hen cannot actually keep a determined fox from killing her chicks. 
and...
But Faith in God does not bring you safety.  
The fox still exists.  
Danger still exists.  
And by that I mean, danger is not optional, but fear is. 
Because maybe the opposite of fear isn't bravery. Maybe the opposite of fear is love. Paul tells us that perfect love casts out fear. So in the response to our own Herods, in response to the very real dangers of this world we have an invitation as people of faith: which is to respond by loving.
Reminds me of Aslan -- he is not safe, but he is good. He is love. Rather than fear, let us love.

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from  Letters to a Young Poet, by Rainer Maria Rilke
'So don't be frightened, dear friend, if a sadness confronts you larger than any you have ever known, casting its shadow over all you do. You must think that something is happening within you, and remember that life has not forgotten you; it holds you in its hand and will not let you fall. Why would you want to exclude from your life any uneasiness, any pain, any depression, since you don't know what work they are accomplishing within you?'"

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The Miracle of Morning by Amanda Morgan
Youth Poet Laureate Amanda Gorman offers words of hope amid the pandemic. Amanda Gorman, the U.S.'s inaugural youth poet laureate, is offering Americans some words of inspiration to help get through this stressful time. In a performance for "CBS This Morning," Gorman recites one of her poems at the Los Angeles Central Public Library.April 17, 2020

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from an essay by Jeff Chu
Mystic Julian of Norwich does allow for different experiences of God. She knew that many of us endure seasons of spiritual lack. She reminded us that Jesus “did not say, ‘You will never have rough passage, you will never be over-strained, you will never feel uncomfortable.’ But she did say, ‘You will never be overcome.’” Elsewhere, she wrote, “Pray, even if you feel nothing, see nothing.” (emphasis mine)

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What Suffering Does by David Brooks
Written before the pandemic. Some of the redemption of suffering.

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A Liturgy for Those Who Weep Without Knowing Why
This title grabbed me -- it's how I've been feeling. I feel at the edge of crying much of the day, and of course, I know it has to do with the pandemic and my fears, but yet I feel like there are reasons I haven't figured out.

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Stations of the Cross A Reflection for Good Friday 2020 by Pádraig Ó Tuama.
Short reflections on the 14 stations of the cross. For each one, Padraig gives a "collect," which is a beautiful type of prayer. They're like a type of poetry.

A collect generally has five parts:
  1. Invocation or address: indicating the person of Trinity addressed, usually God the Father, rarely God the Son
  2. Acknowledgment: description of a divine attribute that relates to the petition (often qui ... - who ... )
  3. Petition: "for one thing only and that in the tersest language"
  4. Aspiration: The desired result (begins with the word ut - in order that) Indication of a further purpose of the petition
  5. Pleading: Conclusion indicating the mediation of Jesus Christ. Response by the people: Amen
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Sorrows by Lucille Clifton

Read by Marilyn Nelson on Instagram. Marilyn says she picked this poem because everyone on the planet right now is praying, "Not me. Not my family. Not my loved ones..." A strange sad poem. Comforting.

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Coronavirus & Quarantine: What Big Questions Can We Be Asking?
"In this Virtual Veritas Forum we hear from a panel that includes Lydia Dugdale, MD and Director of Columbia Center for Clinical Medical Ethics; David Brooks, bestselling author and NYT cultural commentator; and Andy Crouch, former executive editor of Christianity Today, author, and partner at Praxis (praxislabs.org). Moderated by the executive director of The Veritas Forum, Andrew Schuman."

Recommended by a friend. This is rather long but full of deep, heartening thoughts.

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Songs played and sung by Philip and Anna Glenn (son-in-law & daughter of our friends)









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Songs of Comfort Spotify Playlist by Sandra McCracken. A beautiful collection of hymns and songs, recommended by Sarah Bessey.

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from Trauma is Self-Defined, a list of simple practices for "tending to the story told by the body, not the story told by the human using words" by Molly Caro May.

1) Orient. You can orient visually by moving your neck left to right slowly and noticing something pleasing in the room. This tells your lizard brain you are okay. You can orient through sound (I love to do that) as well. Taste and smell, too. It’s about the noticing: for example, “Here I am, in this moment, hearing the sound of the wind and a car driving by on the road, oh, and the buzz of the refrigerator, wow it’s so loud, I never noticed that.” It brings us into the present.

2) Self-touch. Embrace yourself, literally. Put one hand under your armpit and the other around it and just hold yourself. Or stroke down your legs. Or hand on heart. Pound gently on your legs and say, “These are my legs, these are my legs.”

3) Grounding. Feel your feet on the floor. Feel your butt on the chair, your back against the wall, your hand on the table. I’ve done this one a lot recently, especially intense argumentative moments with my husband.

4) Self-talk. Ask yourself, “Am I dying? Is this exact moment life-threatening?” Usually the answer is no. Then tell yourself, “I am okay.” That doesn't mean life isn’t hard. You can be struggling and in pain and still fundamentally okay.

5) Social engagement. This one is huge. It calms us right down to be socially engaged, to feel we belong to a person or a group. So whatever way you can be socially engaged during this time, do it!

6) Build capacity. With a hard sensation or emotion, imagine that you have a big torso. Feel your arm sockets and then your hips sockets and noticed the expansive space inside and allow that sensation or emotion to exist in there. If it gets really big, remind yourself that your torso is huge and then invite the sensation downward by stroking down your body and legs. There’s a chance you could get shaky or trembly. Allow that. That’s discharge and it’s a good thing.

7) Track sensations. This is an opportunity to really get into your sensate body. Play with noticing sensation over content or story. Instead of “I’m so scared because I might lose my job and my friend might be sick and ....” notice “My belly is tight and my legs feel limp and now there is a lot of heat coursing down my legs and my jaw is clamped.” And just hang with those sensations as best you can and notice what happens next. Nothing is static and they will shift into something else and then notice that.
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Tips From Someone With Nearly 50 Years Of Social Distancing Experience

Good tips from someone who could legitimately be called a hermit. Includes a link to his 357 top movies (rated). Nice resource in itself! I've been trying to think about what will I keep track of, which is one of his recommendations. I also like "Embrace the grumpiness."

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Psalm 22
Jesus quoted this Psalm from the cross. He lamented, too. He felt abandoned by God, too. And he redeemed his suffering -- and ours.

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Psalm 46
This has been a favorite Psalm of mine for several years. Now more than ever I feel it consoles and strengthens me. I was going to pick out a few verses to quote, but I can't narrow it down.

God is our refuge and strength,
    an ever-present help in trouble.
Therefore we will not fear,
    though the earth give way
    and the mountains fall into the heart of the sea, though its waters roar and foam
    and the mountains quake with their surging.

There is a river whose streams
    make glad the city of God,
    the holy place where the Most High dwells.
God is within her, she will not fall;
God will help her at break of day.
Nations are in uproar, kingdoms fall;
    he lifts his voice, the earth melts.
The Lord Almighty is with us;
    the God of Jacob is our fortress.
Come and see what the Lord has done,
    the desolations he has brought on the earth.
He makes wars cease to the ends of the earth.
He breaks the bow and shatters the spear;
    he burns the shields with fire.
He says, “Be still, and know that I am God;
    I will be exalted among the nations,
    I will be exalted in the earth.”
The Lord Almighty is with us; the God of Jacob is our fortress.